flew. landed. splat! piaaahh!

2005-11-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

since i'm waitign for the jay's files to be sent out. i shall post an entry!! =)

yst was great funn! hehh! the bunchy came over to my place to eat, play, eat, play! lols!! chee, jl were lately earlier than the others. eh, i think the whole world was late except jl cos i gave him the wrong time! hahahh! opps, yeah then they came over cooked the steak!! yummy!! then lokey came in time to savour the sweet beef! =) ak, cabbed here. but missed the steaks. great fun cooking man!! reminded me so much of uncle yun! i miss him!! =( hope god will really look over him.

steak for lunch. watch house of fury. played xbox. tried putting hair remover cream when ak was sleeping. fet really silly doing clumsy stunts. and being laughed at. URghhs!! of cos the the highlight of the day was straightening AK's hair!! hahahaH! it was really straight for like aft the cream was applied but after we blew it dry it started curling again!! too bad we didnt have a cam to take shots of yst!! it was just fun fun fun!!

but that stupid monkey left before the straigtening when kelly and jere came. damn fun!! then we had steamboat at night!! =) whoahh! like one big family gathering round the pot, but i kinda spill coke over the pot and i think i spoilt it?? worst was that my parent + aunty joreen wanted to eat steamboat later too! alamak..but i just acted innocent!! hahha!

thougth spoiling the pot was worst?? the sink got chokedd!! so my dad kinda sucked the sink till 2 am?? while my mum and i just kinda helped washed up and stuffs. stinks like crazy i tell you. oh wells, besides all these it was a FANTABULOUS day yst!! just rmb laughing and all the stupid stuffs we did!! love you guys! =)

had council council pw today. reported at 6.45!!? wth!! to hang banners for seniors!! gosh, and it says "our hearts, our hopes, our aims, are one" not like " all the best seniors" darn..but Gm later. quite sombre and stuffs. kinda guilty of certain stuffs that was brought up.

met up with kelly for lunch and to pass her her cake. we went to shop for her mum's pres, with this really irritating shop assistant following us like a bug, and giving really tasteless advice for bags. GOSH! ICE KACHANG rockks with the teeth chittering feeling! hahahH!

had pw with hazel later. we completed the MODELL! its freaking nice!! =)) so proud of ourselves!
dun wan to fall deeper. YELPS. = (

2005-11-06T14:27:00.000+08:00

ehh..long time no see!! have been really lazy to blog! Stop procrastinating TAY SHEENI!! there's so many things i got to do, but yet i don't seem to complete anything! shall do a really brief summary bout what's been happening lately over these weeks!

ORIENTATION

responsibilites are mounting up. sighs. the split. the everythin. i shant comment so much bout this in case. innterviews were just quite hilarious. hahahh! quite mean to laugh at them but heh!! only those ppl in the room will noe. but now seeing ppl whom i noe didnt get in/ we rejected. is like u just have the stirring in you. sighs, but oh well it was a unanimous decision on the panel.

RESULTS

as expected promoted. but whether keepign 4 subj is a different issue. DODE. a2 and c6. well, not so much for the A subj but for my chinese agian. sighs!! oh wells, cant look back on anything either. took my last chinese paper of my life. appealed. and after much happenings. i got to keep when my mum when down. =( is like my life is going in cycles, first was amaths and still i didnt learn my lesson.

thanks loke, beebs, yings, kelly, chee, jl and tactless kumar for being there. =) and heyY!! thanks beebs for that really sweet choc marshmellow thingy!! it really brought me back to the smss warmth. i miss how the dotties were always there for each other. so much fond memories. just gone in the wind of time.

MEETING THE DOTTIES

that day at xiao long bao was just absolutely out of the world. soooo soooo happy. totallyforgot my shitty results. just to the moon and back!! gosh, how much therapeutic effect they have on me!! lols!! made so much noise in the restaurant, at best's toilet!! hahahH! lols!! miss you darlings!! gotta have this kind of meetups more often yeps!?

HOLIDAY!!!

but somehow it just doesnt seem like it. so much assignments, meetings and not forgetting the really irksome PW! well, somehjow i should feel thankful for my grp!! hazel, chee and marvin has been really a blessing!! everyone puts in their utmost effort and tries to do their parts. =) the model we made till 12am was really whoahh! impressive i must say!! even the saggy commented on the great effort!! hehH!

CHINESE 'A's

well it wasnt exactly as well as it should be. on a heavier note is actually the worst MT paper i ever did. trying to cram my compo into the time for paper 2. really wondering what i was doing the whole time thru!! the aircon was freaking direct and coldddd, couldnt even write properly. maybe kinda got a brain freeze. sighs, hope i can really get what i wanted and can hold it proudly in front of wangli!! really wan to do her proud for the 2yrs of painstaking work she did for the hmt class. no more disappointment. hai, really hope it can still be fulfilled.

CHURCH

went to kelly's church the last few weeks. quite homely to me, feels like smss chapel services at times. since the pastor glen was speaking to maeks it kinda refreshing. it was bout bgr. and i kinda made a convenant to god bout it. wells, trying to get out of the devil's works and temptations. urghh!! i hate this. and yst when i went back to tcc, mich gave a really BOO comment saying if i felt more comfortable in kelly's church i could stay there!! like WTH, who are u to judge where i shd be and where i'm comfortable in. urgh, cell is really like one of the places i feel awkward and yet......sighs. i love stef, ata, emm, ubri and many other!!gosh, they make me just so happy!! =) photos were great maN! well, i was in a mismatched outfit! what am i doin!! -_-

i kinda got myself into some nus/ntu seminar thing. rush like mad lah. urgh, i vow nv to volunteer in such stuffs again. it makes no point also to go there and fall asleep 45 mins out of the 1hr15min i'm there rights?! steamboat/steak at my place tmr!! tentative but YAYS so exciting!! and next wed yan's coming over!! whooOO! =)

2005-10-15T14:02:00.000+08:00

kk..i shall do my updates both here and in bloooooppss. this week kinda was like around the world in 5 days!! did so much things, but yet it just only a WEEK!! can you believe it!?

monday marked the end of my promos. honestly i admit i didn't feel a slight push to study for promos. is like just all the last min crampping of info into head. let's ope i can just promote and keep my 4 subj. CCDE at least. hmph!! was just looking back that day, and realise how much support and motivation really means esp in times of examinations. last year exams was quite a stressing event but cos of the moral support we all had, we pulled thru together. this year i thank god i met a new bunch of 'JACKS' to do the same to me. i love you guys!! after bio, JACKS (minus CHee) went for dinner with JL and krish. some bunch again! but whooh!! watch GOALL! the love of soccer kinda instantly lighted up ehh!? now, i shall look at soccer in a different way rather than 23 idiots chasing after a ball.

tues, council stuffs. preparation for ACgames and all the hanging of the banners.

wed, was suppose to go for council stuff for ACgames again. but heh. you know! went for a haircut with lokey and kelly in the morning. was really AMAZed well, frightened by the way the hairdresser held a bunch of MY hair in her hands with the threating scissors waving to and fro and her YAPPING away! all those thoughts of innocent hair being chopped off were just quite scary. gosh, i very much prefer uncle thomas. seriously. then we went off to meet the rest of the class..well the same bunch this time w EDWIN, yoyo and MARvin!! hmphH! really funky bunch of classmates i have. but is always kinda like us 3 girls! haiyoO! but oh wells, subway lunch and went to play pool!! guess whatT! i won the 3 person thingy!! coolios!! twice ehh!? dun play playYY! hahahahh! lucky most prob!! but really enjoyed myself and heh!! i was in my new shoess!! left them early to go for a dental checkup, well didnt expect i will do much but....it might come as a shocking news. but i had my 2 wisdom teeth removed cos it was growing sideways affect the other teeth.

cos of the anaesthetic the bottom half of my face was just numb, so couldnt really feel much. just heard the drilling and digging and suction sounds. oh, couldn't see the procedure cos my eyes were covered. just keep hearing the repetitive sounds of the dentist asking me to open my mouth!! i couldnt even feel my jaws, open what shit! i was quite freaky to lie under this bright light and not knowing what the dentist is doing to you! felt the last stitch on the left side, OUCH!! wont really go into the gruesome, but all i can say was that he was really professional bout it. i saw my broken tooth!! i wanted to have it but he forget to give me after the whole operation was over. sighs! there goes my fairy godmother!! lols. the numbness just carried on, felt like so clown with sausage lips. and blood could just flow out of my mouth and cant even feel it. VAMPIRe hah!
when i reached home, the anaesthetic was kinda wearing off on the right!! and oh crap shit, haven eaten the painkillers. the pain just started to kick in. is those piercing and yet mind spinning kinda pain!! like your mind just go SWISSH SWASH SWOOSH! cant really explain but it really hurts like crazy!! kept praying asking God to put me to sleep and take away all the pain and stuffs. i guess it kinda worked. but oh wells, didnt really have much sleep and had to head to school the next morning for service and dragging long talks (EVEN THOUGH i had like MC!) if there was no ACgames then i wouldnt have even gone. swollen jaws with restricted movement of the mouth. hardly can eat anything.

ACgamess!! heh!! went on quite well. maybe some hiccups here and there. but i shall say it was not bad on the whole!? heh!! we won frisbee, capt's ball. but lost soccer. quite sad, but it was really unfair too! but in our hearts, SD5 were titans of the match!! cheer my way thru even though i wasnt really suppose to talk. but oh wells, the painkillers worked like magic!!

fri, day two of ACgames!! was qutie a crazy hectic schedule for my class! having games like consecutively! frisbee, capt's ball then street bendy!! really madness man, more repeat players on court. STamina and mind powers! we lost capt's ball but on the high side we got into finals for frisbee and fighting for 3rd/4th placing in street bendy!! whooH! so proud of SD5!! can really see the true fighting spirit overcoming body's fatigue to really win the matches, the class support, the care for one another on court. esp when we met the shit class for firsbee again! so violent, ramming into me and geri!! hello, what kind of guys are those man!! but EDWIN he's soo KHOO! hahahah! marvin too!! ak, vicks, jl, krish and my butty scoring partner, geri!! we ruled the matches man!! =) played a lil on street bendy but i would say the man of the match!! JL! scoring like penalties here there!! whohh! you go man!!

that wasnt the end of the day, i had to do ushering for some sec4 parents tea thign. so hungry judging that i've only eaten yogurt in the morning and having so physical stuffs. but worst cant really eat still, so ended up just swallowing the rice without chewing! i'm sure i'm gonna lose weight with eating habits like this! gosh!
really tired and drained physically and mentally. pain still sets in in the mouth. but just gonna recupperate this weekend and be ready for mondayy! mind over matter!

wish us luck and do pray for us!! =) YOU GO SD5!! i love you guys mannn!

2005-09-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

back..will update once in a while.

this week kinda went past really fast.
alot hings happen
to highlight a few:

my brother got into an accident, it happened at the singapore custom, when this damn SBS bus just slammed right into my brothers front, when he was changing lanes. the bumper part kinda just dropped off lahh..quite funny..BUT *snap* if my brother was to come out a lil more..the bus would have just smashed right into him..thank god he's scratchless!! =))

but cos of this accident..my mum has started her rage again..haiyoo! both my brother and mum are in a WAR OF WORDS!! one naggy, the other cant get scolded..so what do u get!? a massive quarrel, each thinking they're right!

can say my brother was really sway, the whole week was just filled with misfortunes. first he fell while playing soccer and has a cut at the knee..then at the pool he was walking barefooted and he got cut buy the edge of the drain. then he got into this accident. still got some i forgot..ut what i can say is damnnn sway!

enuff bout tt. A MESS in school.

cant face someone like how i used to. HELLO! please get off anyy crap thoughts.
things just gonna go again. sighs..sheeni = middle man!
scared i'm falling deeper into a trap of my own. sighs!! GET UP!

2005-09-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

got another blog somewhere..so won't be updating here so much. try find it if u cann!! =)) think of my fav. flavourr!! hahahH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAROON!!

i love you baby!! to think how a world of strangers are just connected like that!! BAboooM! today was really nice catching up with my lost classmates!! seeing jiying, brian, berly, raizin, and some other new t34ians..was quite hm...refreshing?? missed them!! ceejay's ppl are so NEIGHBOURLY, what a hell lot of difference!! had a great time..just plain doing mindless stuff...trying as much to study but failed terribly. just catching up on school days...gosh!! i MISS thomas HO; jiying's laughter; sharon's really random but surprisingly hirlarious comments!! goshH!! to think that God really blessed me with classes i treasure..and been thru everything with me! hmph!! =)

sorry yan, ser, vicks counldn't join you guys today- -- see you guys soon k!!? got a week to cramm our ways thru!!

dread going to school tmr...should i!? for a long GP seesions just sitting 5 hrs in LT4 and then going for orientation meeting...sighs!! sometimes i really wonder what my motive and purpose in certain things i'm doing..get my drift?? really wanna get out the mes i got myslef into. seriously, why!! SUCH A MUDDLEHEAD AM I!

2005-08-28T12:45:00.000+08:00

anyways, i wouldn't be continuing on the entry where we got scolded and how i got so pissed with someone who used dots name in vain. sighs, just hope things like this wouldn't happen again.

friday was heh!! only attended schoo, for last 2 periods hahh! cos...heh..really silly reason! but i finishedd the whole set!! if u can guess what!! hahahH!

it's really nice seeing stef, emm, ata, tina, ubri all the ppl every sat. and our dessert sessions after churchh!! =) and nat came yst!! ahahah!

back to school tmr again! bleahhs!

2005-08-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

loving it. things are getting back on track..the class now rocks. heh!! with really high days esp on TUESDAYS! ahahha! and really much more to look forward in school! of cos, besides the fact that we got to complete written report, EoM, promos round the corner blah blahh!!

2005-08-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to be in school early today for sheryl..who would have though i reach the roads alognside ACJC at 7.30!! and i didn't want to go for DC so i just plan not to go in school so early. came later around 9.30 again, thru FRONT gate saying wasn't feeling well. heehh! =)

then maths test sucked. only could do like 1 full questioN! gosh, i gotta buck up on my maths and chemms!

then got into deep shit with mdm tham (discipline/ my biology teacher) we had two lessons of hers today practical earlier and tutorial later after chem lect. we were late for pract and she was quite pissed but let us off off with a warning. then for the tutorial we were as usual later than the rest, and then trouble began.

we had to stand in a row behind the class and she started her scoldings. saying our class attitude sucks, we're ALWAYS talking in class, not handing work, giving teachers problems and yada yada yada...and that nat, he came damn late like 5 mins after us!! and he got the first. and things started to rewind...she scolded him for JOKING with a teacher!

conclusion AC teachers suck big time, dun even have the guts to scold the studetns themselves and need to feedback everything to our subj teacher who isnt our form teacher WTH!! suckers!

i'll update later lahh..bro got to use noww!

2005-08-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

this blog has been neglected.
hear it CRYY!!

did stuffs on impulse, but yet thought it wasn't a bad idea if things really did happen the way i kinda wanted it. like today, i'm so sorry i din't go for the ________ but need you use that tone on me?

can friendship ever remain so and not develop into something further between guys and girls?!

this week has been really been filled with surprises!! gosh, anymore i would just die.

chem test sucks. i think econs gonna be shit too!

can't wait for the holidays to comee!! and i wanna PON school on monday!! national day? FIREWORKKS!! bang*

and ahh, a shout out to all my missed friends: mersy darling, yannie, lemon chewy, sissy sarah tham, vicks, AJJ can't wait to see you guys man!!

2005-07-24T12:24:00.000+08:00

fourEsixFOREVER

2005-07-24T12:23:00.000+08:00

top students of 2004!!

2005-07-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

trying to upload the pics for speech day...and waiting for ppl to upload theirss!! hehh!!

2005-07-23T00:46:00.000+08:00

i can't really express the joy and the elation i'm feeling right now. there so much to say and i really don't know how to express myself properly, so forgive me if i may sound grammatically wrong or be lacking of flowery vocab!

TODAY'S A FANTA-BULOUS DAY!!

i just woke up today, knowing this day is gonna be a different one. "i'm going back St Marg's!", "I'm going to see my old-pals!!". everything was just HIGH!! going crazy doing chinese and maths test one after another, knowing i'm gonna fail, but still hehh!! going bonnkkers at chem lecture knowing it was my last period!! goshh!

then ally, sheryl and i left AC to head for lunch, with chewy lemon joining us a lil later. the table was just filled with all the beautiful memories and our hearts!! stepping back into SMSS was rejuventating, everything just seemed different. and you know inside you're glowing and gleeming with pride and joy of myself and my fellow EX-sec4mates. canteen was the usual buzz of noise and laughter with people running away for the preparation of speech day. i was greeted warmly with long lost friends like jias, addne, victoria, two priyas, junior prefects, darling loserr pal, and many more!

.. . .. ... .

my seat no. M8!! i've got 7As but somehow i got 8As on the booklet and in the ceremony. quite weird, the higher chinese ppl kinda got upgraded on level. Started of with the school hymn, nearly cried!! those tears were just rolling around in my eyes, so much memories and so much things that i've went thru. trying to force the lyrics into my head in secondary 2 for commendation and for singing once at assembly but somehow it just came naturally today. sighs, people only tend to treasure stuffs when they have already lose them. well, i'm glad is that i really lost anything just a change in environment and everything else. anyways, speeches was the usual bore but kinda feel so proud when the achievements were read out. (sighs at the principal..kinda i feel mrs lee has set the standards)

going on stage, was like "oooshhh, i just got all the motivation and drive right in me again" really thank god, teachers and many friends out there that support me all this while. this achievement would never be here without the support of you guys. " you raise me up!!" go jean, really proud of you! anyways, the whole ceremony ended on a high note when i saw choir singing the school song quite on key and in unison. though numbers were small but you can see the improvements they have made. that i teared. gosh. how this 4 yrs have really struck me really hard ehh!? was just wondering then how JC life is gonna make an impact to me like what smss did. or its just gonna be sand slipping thru my fingers each day. things are just way different.

i cant believe what modern dance has turn out to be. sighs! *mrs lee will never approve this sort of seductive and really disappetising item on stage. GOSH!

PHOTOS and more photos!!

the green robe was really HOT, but you feel the sense of pride, achievement, honour when you know all your efforts have been rewarded so bountifully!! 4e6 my pride and joy. miss you guys. miss the class spirit. miss the class everyday's ramblings. miss just everyone of you guys!!

and one, my mum was really high i tell you, going around to my teachers thanking them and like being so excited with every word that comes out her mouth. that's the side of my fav mum!! can see that they were so proud of me, as i am with myself.

and two, the teachers gave me motivation and inspiration to study again. PICK MYSELF UP no matter how i do not like the environment and JUST GO FOR IT!! it's not the environment factors is how you are gonna deal with yourself to get to your goals. Ms SITI, Mr ANTHONY. they really made a huge impact on my life. of cos MRS LEE!! i will take your word for it and go forth doing what i know is right and true!! not forgetting many others who taught me.

went to serene with beebs, eunice and veliana after the event! great catch up time!! with the next table of mel/jean/blim/janet/gen =)) and the next table sarahtham/elisa and company! wow, smss times are really relived!! somehow time passes really fast when you are having so much fun.

to yan, so glad got to see you. even though it's for a really short while. seeing your face, just lifted me higherr!!
to mers, thanks for coming down today!! really great to see youU dearrie!!
to vicks, hahahh!! i love you baby!!
to jias, i miss ya poppop!

today can be ranked in the top 10 list of "the best days of my life"
love you all!! =)

what i learnt is really a medicine to the JC pain man is knowing you have your memories and friends to pull you thru it anytime you feel weary. soar on wings of eagles!!

photoos!

2005-07-13T18:44:00.000+08:00

check out the ACJC investiture's photos...at the link "other things"..it's taken from our school's photographer picture gallery if you call that. He's realy good..so you might wanna check out the other folders!!

2005-07-10T15:25:00.000+08:00

family matters are getting worst.

my results for terms sucked!!
ffcd, they're gonna call my parents. sighs.

sick on thursday morning but got up and
thursday was great get together day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTE!

ice cream rocked.

friday to sat was a mad rush.
//stayover.camp//invest.rehearsal//amazimg.race//sji.preparation//finally.home//
i'm drained.

wanted to have a good rest but was rudely jolted up with screams that could have been said politely.

investiture on monday.
pls hope i don't trip and fall on stage or drop a shoe!

hope i can go out on tuesday with them

goshhH!!! ahahah, shocked.

2005-07-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

totally not looking forward to school tmr..it's gonna be the whole routine once again. oh, my love for school GONE. sighs! tmr still gotta do my first council duty at the backgate and still have to stayback for investiture rehearsal. what has my life turn to?! previously, i moan i groaned at smss prefect's investiture but i enjoy every moment of it. when can't i just move on and just take the fact that i'm at a different place. hai! thanks lydia for the long night talk that day, really miss you my bubunana pal! can't wait to see you at the concert tmr night! and stasia tooO!! ching chingg!! hahahH! love you dearries!

anyways, yesterday night was really scary, more today morning. brother had some rash/ boil/ mums/ whatever is called. rushed down to the hospital to get treatment cos he was scratching and itching all over his body. even when he's driving. alamak! waited for nearly 2hrs for his turn and by then the whatever red thing subsided already. so silly. but yeah there goes the night. and the day too. cancelled all the stuffs. oh, and there goes youth day!

hope tmr is a fine day.

2005-07-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

exams was bad. really bad. i think getting back the results is worst. sighs. funnily, i enjoyed this week!! like so free and easy kinda school. LOVE IT! =)

anyways, the week.

tuesday, damn the household that was doing some renovation. the whole block shooked man! so went to mac's to study and to fel's house after that.
wednesday, baking day! whoO!! only mers will know the fun we had..hor merssy dearrie!? the choc strawberry!! and the "cake". hehh!! thanks dearrie i really enjoyed myself with your company and the food we atee! HEHHH!!
thursday, yan's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHEN WEIYAN! surprise accomplishedd!! =) hope you enjoyed the day's activity!! at least our efforts didnt go to waste!! but something really bad happened at home. sighs!
friday, exams overr!!

whoo..what an fun-filled week with stress and anxiety!!

2005-06-26T01:09:00.000+08:00

anyways, my mum just read that

I LOVE YOU

thing, and just pissed me off!! see you in school!

and to all...REALLY good luck for your terms. and just hope we'll be able to scraaaapp thru this one. we really need more than luck..can i hear a AMEN!? hmm, GOD BLESS US!!

and ahhh, yann!! the talk today was fab-tastic!!

that's when i love yOUU!!

just for BEEBS!

2005-06-26T00:55:00.000+08:00

heh, this entry is gonna be for BEEBS!! and only for BEVERLY WONG SI TING!

THANK YOU for taking care of me during the camp!
THANK YOUU esp when i totally zoonked out after the 13.8km walk (more like a JOG)
THANK YOU for limping around for me for the period during camp
THANK YOU for the mindless talks we have in shower
THANK YOUU for so understanding our little language made up of MADE-UP names! ahahha!
THANK YOU for being there when my wound was washed, dressed and undressed. *ouchh*
THANK YOUUU for making me sleep beside you so that the cockroach or anything won't harm my darling BEEBS..aherrrmm!*
THANK YOUU for being you during the camp and just being there for me

I LOVE YOUU!

and of cos at the end of the day, you were the only one at camp that could read my mind and know my thoughts!! thanks again!

and of cos for your really sweet msg that i still keep in my phone cos i really can't bear to delete it!! hmm..here it goes, with even the spacing and short-forms just as it is.
"Eyyy! take gd care of your wound okay!dnt walk arnd so much! thanks for being there with me throughout the entire care. thru pain,suffering,joy,laughter.it really made huge impact. i love you!! hahah!must take care okay! &my entire face's burnt now! chaotah! i think cos too much solid furl!hahah!!"
- bev.ity-bwonG, 11 Jun 05, 01.34pm

2005-06-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

for YAN, VICKS, MERS

this song goes out specially for you!! i love you.

Aslyn - that's when i love you.

when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what
hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what
ooohhh! oooooohh! thats when I love you
when nothing baby
nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what
ooooooohhhh ooooooooooh!
no matter what

"This song shows that love is really true when it sees the imperfections, but does not judge them. No one is perfect. When you can see that, but still love someone with their imperfections, that's when you truly love someone no matter what" - extracted.

and i love you!

*and yes, this was the song i wanted you guys to hearr!! =) see you beautiful ladies real soon!! mwahhss!!

and mers, the night out was greAaaaatt!!! love ya, babee!!

2005-06-13T01:43:00.000+08:00

today was kinda like family day. the whole family together with uncle yun and aunty joreen went to watch mr and mrs smith. whooOH! my mama, she's HOTT!! i mean i was like practically staring at her, i mean how can anyone be so beautiful and like FLAWless!! gosh, what a huge difference. and apparently, my mum shared the same lift with her in Hong Kong many years back. and of cos, being my mother as she is, she was oblivious to her identity when her colleage was like mouthing in gawwe like "Angelina Jolie". well, my mum said she gorgeous and quite friendly but later she added,

"actually i don't even know who the hell is she man. how i know i don't even watch ANG-moh hee*"
*means movie/show in teochew

is just so her lah, but yeah, gosh i'm still living in the state of oh-my-gawddness-!

dinner was fantastic. after 5 days there, any food outside would taste heavenly!!
and after some thought i don't know whether i'd blog bout the camp is like everything happen so quickly to the extend that now when i look back, nothing has happened at all. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. but yeah, thats how the mind works i guess.

oh, to add!! my dearest daddy, farted out of the car when we were just like nearing the custom. it was like he just open the door, stuck his arse out and a thunderous sound of -pppoooooooootttt- and what followed was a contagious explosive laughter.

"EHH, you very rude lehh!!" -- poked my mum
"see see, fart even louder and smell-ier than me" --added my brother at the back seat
"aiyooo, daddy damn smelly leeehh" -- sheeni in fits of laughter
"actually i REN very long already, since in the cinema i wanted to fart ready but cannot." rebutted my dadd *laughter follows*
can you imagine if he had farted in the cinema. OMG. i would have like dug a hole and just stayed there till like god-knows when!

what a day. gosh!

2005-06-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

i don't think i would blog bout the camp now. is too much to say and i gotta leave soon.

just three words
blood
sweat
tears

all in one, really.

i can't feel my bottom half.
my whole body is aching like mad, all mucles.
i'm suffering from sleep deprievation.
i'm hallucinating.
i'm home-sick and sick too.
i'm tired.
i'm dark.
i'm pretty much changed during the camp.

i'm glad i'm back.

2005-06-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

watch magasdascar today..sighs. i preferred the last few productions. but yeah i felt like a kid once again!!

today is way too weird to blog anything. but yeah it was fine. HA HA!

oh, special thanks to people like

AJ who passed me shorts
ALLY and RICKy who graciously lent me their orientation shirts
SHARON who came down from her grandpa's house to pass me sleeping bad and fbt
STEF who lent me her SAJC fbt, hope i'll be able to wear it without any . . . .. .
CHEE who lent me her red ACJC for a long period of time

that i got most of my stuffs for camp!! hahaH! can you imagine how naked i'll be without them.

see you peeps in 5 days! urghH!!

2005-06-05T01:12:00.000+08:00

kk won't say how today was cops i would just say it just way out of this world!!

i love 4e6!! the long bus ride was worth it..the long walk in was worth it. the painful heels was worth it! everythingwas worth it!!

i think in life everything is a cycle. this week was up and up and up. so i bet next week which is the council camp is gonna be down and down and down. GOD bless US!! anyways, i'll be praying for those who are gonna be in camps too!! like SA and CJ!! =)

oh and i'll be totalyl uncontactable duringt he whole period of camp..how absurd is that!! but yea, that's the way it is. i'm gonna feel so lost without my darling eriCsson!! yea, so anything pls just drop me a msg and i will reply 5 days later!! hahahah!

everyone just pray for us!! that we'll survive this and emerge a stronger and bonded council!! of cos a better individual.

i haven't been sure bout my thought of certain things..but now i'm more sure than anything. i'm just gonna do things that makes myself happy. thanks jean. thanks mel. thanks beebs for hearing my rantings and offering me valuable advice!! i love you guys!!

"what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger" i remember that!!

2005-06-04T11:45:00.000+08:00

words are never enough to express my thoughts and feeling for some special people in my life.

this goes out to you:
here in my heart - PLus one!
wherever you are tonight girl
I'll see you in my dreams
wherever I go tomorrow
You'll be here next to me

And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far

'Cuz here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever more
You'll be here in my heart

Whenever I miss (I miss)
Miss you so much
It's more than I can bear
Now I won't cry (I won't cry)
I'll just close my eyes and know
You'll be there
Your kiss and your touch (kiss and your touch)
I'll never forget
'Cuz your as close as my very next breath

Here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever moreYou'll be here in my heart

And though we are(I know we are)
A world apart
I know you'll never be that far (far)
'Cuz here in my heart
There's a pitucre of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever more
You'll be here in my heart

My heart ----> sheeeeeeeni's heart forever more!

weiyann!!
merserr!!
victoria!!
AJ!!
felicia!!
and the hmt ppl*
ying Gi!! i gotten the mailL!!!

thankew for the everything you guys did to bring a huge smile on my face. i really really appreciate it!!! i love you guys more than anything in this world!!

2005-05-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

shop

eat

talk

it was just a perfect combination of all!!

ahhH! i love you stef!!

2005-05-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

ahh..i'm really really happy today!!

thank you all out there for making this day yet another GREAT day for me!!

initially, i wasn't looking forward to turning seventeen. its such a eeks no. and also due to many other reasons.
i rather leap from 16 to 18!
but all happenings today made today all worthwhile!!

thank you ALL for the SMS, CALLS. even though it may seem really trivial i deeply appreciate it!! i copied everyone of them do for memorial sake k!? so you guys didn't waste your 5cents after alL!!
*st. marg's friends. nanyang peeps. and of cos CJC and ACJC classmates!! I LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS!!

thank you for the singing.
to the class even though it was without a cake i'm really thankful for a class like you!!
to yingling, angela and gen...at the bleachers.
to sarah tham, lydia and stef for the short cut version

thankk you for the notes and gifts!! i love it..really!

and to charlyn!! thanks dearrie for remembering this day and calling back from oh0so faraway landd!! i had a great time cathcing up with you!! miss you girlie!! =)

all great things come in abundance.
today ACJC had a half day not only cos the rugby and netball won but also AC came in WOrld champions for the odsessy of the mind competition. whoo..i was so waiting for that!

ACJC class (well, sort of) went out for a movie for the first timee!! edwin, jL, rachel, kelly, me. with kS, geri, mae and jaime. =)

bumped into JEAN and VANK!! ahhh..i love you mad peoplee!! thanks for the sudden well-wishes!! hope you enjoyed your day out!!

finally met up with stef, sarah and simon lydia. had a whooooOO time!! thanks you 3arSSSes!
*thanks sistaa for not going for all her stuffs happening today but to come all down for dinner
*bubunana lydia for rushing all down
*stef for just being her!!

met CJC classmates (jiying, queen, bevwee, brian, hector..) and caught up with old memories -- ahh..i love them!!

yans over!! double hearrts! i love youu BESTIE!!

actually starwars on the whole was a great movie..but i was nodding off at the middle part..it was sooo lengthy and wordy and sure boring!! but last part was really gruesome!! eeks!!

today was fabulous!
and i finally found out what narcissim means!! ahaahaha! count me slow!

2005-05-27T02:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEeeee..EE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

it's in yellow, cos i'm saying ello!!

nah..i'm just happy right now!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIMM TOOO!

whooo!! i'm absolutely high man!!

A BIGGG THANK YOU for friends out there for remembering this very special occasion!

i'm truly touched!! =)

ohh..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY TOOO!!

is really cool to have two birthday just on _________ days! fill in the blank.

dinner today was greatt!

ooh..another thing ACJC vs RJC for rugby finals...WE WON!! whooO! trashed out!! =)

it's so late and i'm not sleeping yet cos of GPP!! urghH!

2005-05-24T20:02:00.000+08:00

LALALA!..
i've got 49/50 for my GP test. not something to be proud of cos aherrms. but heh heh!

going to support netball tmr and rugby the following day!
the best is yet to be!! go AC!! =)

just 4/6

2005-05-22T17:49:00.000+08:00

i'm just gonna say this....

i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6! i love 4/6!

a total of 46 times.

i don't know how many times i can say it..but if i could i will say it forever.

if i had a choice to choose, i would rather stay in SMSS than move to anywhere else. i don't mind retaking O's. i really don't. the friends. the teachers. the school. the everything.

you won't believe it but i'm tearing right now.. =(

i guess is the only time i'm really true to my own emotions and feelings. i can do whatever i want. say whatever i please. and just BE ME.

yesterday was really the best day of the whole week. the whole month. the whole year.
how i miss the crapping and just sitting around talking bout nothing in particular.
why suddenly someone just comes up with something stupid and the whole place is filled with thunderous laughter!

went to michelle's house to celebrate her belated burfday and farewell. yet another one will be going away. i'm definately gonna miss antonioO, the whole 4 yrs we spent together in our walk in st. marg'S. yea..it was a BLAST!! pushing gita and celeste in the pool.. spreading cream all over mich face. taking all sorts of pictures. catching up with all the old pals!! it just suddenly dwell in me that how much time has changed things. i guess i resist change, and i rather live in the past than move on to somewhere you're not sure where it might bring you. new facade of life is really difficult to accept thinking back on how much you have enjoyed.

i guess is a really heavy thought..so i shall just end off on a lighter note!!

the dinner rock. the atmosphere rocked. the bus ride home rocked.
more, the company were diamonds!

ahHH!! i love 4/6!! i can't wait for the 4th of june, till i see you again!

yeshH!!

2005-05-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

ahahahH! it's gonna be a long weeekend!!
whoooh! i'm so excited!!
can't wait for the june holidays!! =)

something good happen today. lols!

i love christine the bimbO!!
miss you like crap girl!

2005-05-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

oowhh..i can't wait for the end of this week.

cip was alrights. SLACK manss!!

i got into council. i have really mixed feelings bout it?! some ppl think i'm really happy that i got my way, but actually i'm not happy at all when i'm at any council meetings. Is a restriction, an oppression i feel over me. but some ppl think i'm really pissed and upset with the 29th, i'd say i'm a little but iknow its part and parcel of the training in order to train us for being better councillors. but i shall say i think some stuffs are way off. sighs.

did my napfa on tuess!! whooO! i got a GOLD!! can you believe it!? the station i was most afraid of...standing broad jump...whoahh! is like i suddenly break thru the thought of jumping..i FLEW!! 178!! whooo!! compared to the old cms.!? big difference!! but i'm gonna redo napfa with kelly next weekk!! GO KELLY!!

i'm stuck with a GP test and a crap PI. i really hate PW...i really DO!! urghH!

2005-05-16T19:14:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY
went to batu pahat with some of the in-club ppl...if you dun noe what's that don't ask!! but i should say i'm really glad i joined that..the ppl there are reallly reallly damnn nice!! so friendly and so real not like in some other CCA where everyone is so hypocrital and superficial. back to trip..was supposed to be in school at 6.40am..so i didnt want to trouble my dad to send me there...so i was suppose to get up at 5.30 and make preparations..guess what the friday's rehearsal was so tiring that i overslept and snoozre the alarm like a billion times till i finally woke up at 6.13!! shitt!! byt he time i bathe and chucked my stuffs into the bag..it was already 6.26. rann all the way to the mrt dstation and crap i miss the train...waited waited...all in all i reach school at 7.00!! hahaha! all that running!! just in time...

we set off for m'sia!! whoooh!! was damn coool...
1. visited fish farm (for dont know what reasons)
2. went to some temple to see big fish..and got to see paranomic sea-views (phrasing rigths?!)
3. lunch
4. visited haemodialysis centre and had a biology lesson on the kidney and kidney failure...hahah!
5. went shopping ( how cool is that)
6. visited a pet shop ( kinda a follow up from the fish farm)
7. dinner
8. return to singapore

so actually we kinda didnt do anythign..no CIP. no work...just play and bond!? rocks man!
met like new ppl, just had loads of fun..the back bus row. the lunch/dinner table. the shopping gang. the karaok performance from namnam and gang.

and this guy from batu pahat from BRAZIL...alex! he's super action!!

one thing i came to know..scholars are good liars! i like in-club ppl!! i like what i'm in now..whoooh!

sharon stayed over again. and her mangrove trip was cancelled again!! hahahah!

MONDAY
went to school at 6.20! so damn early for council final rehearsal. i think rehearsal was eeks. friday was super piss off day..how can someone smile when a stern face is right in front staring at you..brainlesss!! urgHH! spot checks on us i think the 29th should have it on themselves too laHH! crap. anyway, then came one-liner and voting..whooh!! adrenaline rushh..but it was great! results wont be out till wed/thurs...till thenn!

i've got sooo much work to doo!! test test test!! BIOO!!

2005-05-12T19:51:00.000+08:00

just had to post thiss!

i passed my 2.4!!! with a record-breaking timing. i might not be some ten-min run, but i'm really soo soo happy!! like a satisfaction and taste of the success!! hhaahha!

my timing was a 14._ _ not really sure bout the last two digits, but i ran full 6 rounds!!

my tatic, i think can share is not to think of the 6 rounds you're running. THINK of the rounds you are gonna do. let's say you just finished your 3rd round..think it was you are going on your 4th round, whihc means two more rounds and not i still got 3 to go!! it kinda works..and focus on something far and control the rhythm of the breathing!! whooh!! i'm exhilarated!!

anyway, two more days till campaigning ends. i can't wait. so many different comments, wants. hai!
we can't please everyone, can we?

yesterday's racial harmony student leaders training was fun. even though some of the contents were really childish and dumb! what CEIMO ceimo dance!! hahahaH! but first time, some event is held near my place!! ppl now have to wake up at 5.30 to get down earlier. while i can wake up at 7 and still won't be late!! bleahss! =)

2005-05-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

anyway, i'm damn pissed with my internet/blogger i don't know what!! typed a long entry yst and it just couldn't get sent..and when i returnt o the page...BLANK!! crapP!

i should just give a eveen shorter summary now:

got thru council interview.
campaigning sucks. gotta wear this huge orange tag. dad say it reminds him of some childcare centre kid. urghh!

skipped sch on wed!

mum's birthday!! ahH!
it wouldn't be without the company of yanN!! i love you darling!!

thurs. council meeting.
got our campaigning grp : beebs, yingling, shuang ai and CC cyril chua

friday.
lefts chool earlier to attend mrs lee memorial service. sobs.

i miss mrs lee.
i miss smss
i miss sec4*04
i miss the teachers
i miss miss siti
i miss everything about smss

even though the food sucked, i enjoyed recess
even though the classroom were hot, i loved lessons

mrs lee, i miss you.

whole week was hectic.

monday was alright, council rehearsal wasn't too bad. one-liner. stress!!

2005-05-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

ahhH! i'm high!! thanks yan!! you just made my day!! i'm gladd we're meeting up tmrr!! =)

2005-05-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

before the 12hr strikes...a recap on this week

my cousin just gave birth to a beautiful girl "gillian" (haven't really confirmedd) on monday! new member to the family!! which mean up-to-date i'm "ah-yi" to a total of 8 nephew and nieces!! how brilliant!!

sports day was a total flop..except for the fact that.. .. .. =)

had my council interview. i'd say i have given my best shot, and god has really blessed me.

i regonise a love hate relationship between me and her. you really piss me off, but why do i bother bout you when you're alone. urghh!

friday was a birthhday filled day. it should have been labour day then.

sat was a great day

i miss weiyan. i miss jias.

i lied. sighs.

i'm glad tmr is a holiday.

i'm tired.

i better start loving school. and i mean really LOVE.

i'm losing myself.

2005-04-26T19:59:00.000+08:00

oh..HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA!!!

sorry, i didn't make it for the dinner today, but i'll make it up to you!! =)

have fun girliee!! sheeni misses you!!

2005-04-26T19:27:00.000+08:00

won't be blogging too much nowadays..got so much stuffs to do!! homeworks, tests and sleep!! and i think time passes really quickly nowadays?!? or i'm really aging!

i hate PW..what PI we have to do..i think is will "pi" man! PW is seriously ruining our creativity instead of creating it. creativity cannot be forced, is just a natural thing in you. when u get it, *snap* you get it. boobiee pang sai!! urghhs!!

chem sucks. clare teoh is not getting into my head.
maths sucks. sin sin = cos cos cos i have no idea what she's chanting! sscc cssc sccs!! FORMULAES = RIP.

my interview is on thursday and i'm really quite scared! they say is quite strict and serious business. God please help me in this!! hope whatever i say on thursday makes sense!

anyway i've got a new maid, she called "mimi" is really weird calling her that!! is like MIMIii sounds awfully funny. honestly, i'm not really glad bout it. WAHH! even i'm surprised with myself, kinda got enough bout teaching maids, dealing with maids, worrying bout what maids will do and stuffs. HAI..after so much experience and all those stories i heard. *_* she's fine, for now.

had a round at geylang Lor-s the other day..is actually quite an eyeopener contrasting to what we usually see in the buzzing streets of Singapore. i can't imagine women actually can bear to sleep with ______ men. sick! and men are such horny bastards who can't live without sex. seriously, how active can that thing get at such old-age. give yourself a break man. keep AIDS under control. PERverts! i know i'm sounding super naive by ignoring the fact of others livelihood and freedom, but if you ever have the chance (though i'd encourage you not to) go down you will understand what i mean.

oh, i forgot to add something miraculous happen last weekendd!! this middle-aged man handed me back my walleT..what more everything (even the 10cents) intact!!this shows some hope in the greed in human nature, doesn't it. thank god. =)

ACJC sports meet tmr..and it would be a splendid time to catch up with my bibibabaniniZHENZHEN!! =)

2005-04-20T15:18:00.000+08:00

this entry will be just dedicated to my beloved beverly WONG!

bwoong!! helloO you beebsy beeb!! thanks for pei-ing me at times in ACJC when i was feeling down and alonee.=( and even if we are in different classes..i'm glad that i get to see you in school!! thanks for being in the library with me right nowWW!! lols!! sheeni loves u beV!!

bwoong aawaaYY!

2005-04-19T20:42:00.000+08:00

monday blues.

tuesday glues!!

today was such a bomb! i think i have never laugh so much in last week till today. officially met the crapP-ers that i can click with includes the model, Kelly. the anti-pimple, Chee WEi. the gay, Kumar. and jaychou son, JAson. what rubbish rights!? hhahh! but SD5 rocks my world because of people like them and of course others worth mentioning like: michelle, joanna, hazel, eunice, the joker - edwin, the finished-krishmen, and the whole motley crew!!

i made one huge decision in my life today, that is never to take bus 166 ever again!! seriously, just going from AC to thompson plaza took me a total time of 1 hr and 16 mins!! i swear it was a torture today taking a trip around singapore!! + b.o to endure me throught he ride. how fantastic!!

in conclusion: no more 166 ever again!!

oh.h..just wanna add a short note the pacifier is a GREAT show!! if you're feeling down and blue, go catch that show, it will instantenously make you feel much lighter!! MUST watch!! =)

2005-04-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

i miss church again today.

sighs.

2005-04-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

feel like crap.

bad day.

bad week.

bad everything.

everything just seems totally wrong.

why!!

2005-04-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

bad bad days..well, maybe i can't really count it as bad but just really swaay! and i mean really jinx to the core!! it's like a huge joke that i'm watching myself go thru!! it's really funny when i look back..before you read down you must promise not to laugh at this crap entry. i don't even know why i'm typing this to let you guys know how clumsly stupid i am. HOLD YOUR LAUGHTER. . . .. . if not. heh heh!!

tues.
the story all started during GP. we're kinda not paying attention to what Mr Tan was saying as we were engrossed in reading the student's profiles of some people in our class. then Mr Tan caught us of course, thinking that he might give face as it was "class forms" i gave him the whole stack. he ripped it into 4 right in front of us, and threw the shredded pieces out of the window. NOt only that, he continue with his harsh tone "how did we get by our 17yrs by...sheer luck?.....GEEZ!" okk..i have to admit we were in the wrong so i don't really blame him for anything. but the story has just begun. so jason and i had to photocopy fresh pieces of student profile which were gonee..so we went to the photocopying shop. PICTURE THIS: the copier with the 45degree tilted plane where you place your documents on top and the place where u open the top of the copier to put your papers for photcopy. so i was htinking i can just place the GP essay on top and just zap it, for darn reasons i don't know why i didn't work out on this machine so blank pieces of paper came out from the left!! CRAP 1.
CRAP 2. when we finally got one page of the GP essay printed, i placed the 2nd piece inside the copier and put all the just-printed page1 on top of the open thingy...then when the 2nd page was printed! I opened the cover and FAAlaaa everything drop from the behind. supeeerr embarrassing. so we had to push the machine out and attempt to take the printed page1. CRAP 3. when i bend to take the back pieces i accidently switch off the damn copier and the whole thing just shut down..oh shitt!! so i quickly switch it back on! of cos, the machine had to make some "warm-up" noises..so we were kinda in spotlight! at that point i was already laughing like a unstoppable maniac, so i just remained sitted on the floor laughing! think it's over...not yet!! CRAP 4. when i wanted to get back on my feet, i push the boxes (those green ones? which contained printing paper, but empty) next to me. and who would have thought all of them came tumbling down..like jack and jill!! imagine that chaos of boxes falling from the ceiling!! hilarious but super doooper embarrassing state to be in!!

are you laughing? stopPP!

wed. today!
first: i lost a new economics book meant for sharon. i left it at the canteen bench and i forgot to take it. and now is missing. (hope i can get it back though)
second: i couldn't find the darn LEK BEE HOON person to sign my CCA form!!
third: i boarded a bus which has a rude, snappy bus driver. and also the bus didn't stop at holland V!
fourth: i took some crap passport picture where i look like shitt..
fifth: the book is missing still...sighss!!

but the day took a turn for the betetr cos i had CHEN WEIYAN'S company, finally!! thanks yan for just hearing my "lamentings." =)

let's hope days will get better..but with tests, i don't think so!! sighss.

2005-04-10T10:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORR!!
i don't even think he'll be reading this, but anyways i'm really honoured to have a brother like youU!! i simply love him! it feeels really weird to say..but the older we get the closer we become! hope you like the shirtt i printed!! cool especially with my name on it!!

oh another thing!!! he passed his driving licence on his third attempt, with FLYING COLOURSS!! whooo..now i got another added chauffer!! hahahah! i'm super proud of him, failure is just a stepping stone to success ain't it!?

yesterday was a superrbb day!! (beside the fact the maths lecturer played truant by not coming for lesson! darnn!) met up with LYDIA and STASIA!! ooowhh..my darling bulala and bunana!! went to this really frand and beautiful place "RAFFLES MARINA" whooahh!! we owned the place totally, the bus-ride the bowling alley (till the last part)!!
wait..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY STASIA and LYDIAA~
we wanted to watch sunset but it was too cloudy to even see the sun, but the lumininating colours of the sky was breathtaking especially with crazy company like them!! really enjoyed every single moment even though we emptied our pockets at the end of the day!! ahahhah! till next week!!

no matter how i much i love ACJC, i miss CJC!! there's just something missing there, the people are definately different. i miss 1t35. thanks for the tags, bev. thanks for the damn sweeet testi, clement. thanks for the times everyone!! all this little bits just make my heart flutterr!!

i have tonns of work to be done, and today is programme filled, so i better get going!! =)

2005-04-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

this week has been amazing. how strangers met and grew close! how even the least unfamiliar surroundings become your second home! i seriously feel that as years go by, i'm really fetting older. my memory is failing me, or it has always. i can't climd stairs for nuts. i'm getting to be like a ice-cream, only able to stay in aircon. but on the other hand i freeze too easily. and social interaction is getting kinda different, i guess many of you would understand. friends. true friends. the world is just really small, everywhere you turn you will meet someone who is connect to you in someway or another. it's really fascinating just how "friends" came from. like my present classmate, jason. to think he's just some boy next door..he really is a boy next door of EUNICE NG!! coool ehh!? so now, he has a new job of being our middle man!! lols.

i'm reeally missing St. MARG's like crazy. i miss wearing that uniform. i miss being in that uniform. i miss the friends the, no politics; not much bitchy-ness. the people who you just can take off with rightaway. missing the caring teachers. i really understand why seniors miss techers!! i miss the spoon-feeding we get. i miss the classrooms! i miss the burettes with taps (in AC is like the damn cliP!! to think the school is rich!!?), i miss 4/6 everyday rubbishness. i miss the canteen food (i don't know why?) i miss the stall aunties and uncles. i miss ffff-studying late in school and just being crazy. the list goes on.

people are just so into themselves that they fail to see the wonders before them...

one thing i should be glad is that i can do PE without stoppigng..which means i'm as fit as a fiddle!!

2005-04-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

i'm sooo soo tired. i don't know why!! i just kinda lost the drive for some stuffs!! i need sleep, badly!! my 12hrs sleep..which unfortunately only happens during weekends!! i'm soooo deprieved of it!! Today was the first day i got to see my class, ain't that bad!! is rumoured to be one of the most happening classes!! whoaahH! thanks to people like michelle etc. hope i get to know the class better. everone's fine except B1 and B2. omg, the first impression really eeeks me off!! but whatever heck..whenever i hear ppl complaining bout their classes, i kinda think my class isn't as bad afterall. and now i have problems catchin up the lectures in CHEMISTRY and BIOLOGY. whatever heck the high-pitched "elecTONS" and no its not a typo! sighs. and worst thing is that my form tutor is the "TONS" teacher! sighs..and another my ecoNS teacher sucks!! she talks like a mouse and everyone runs over her like nobody's business!! no control at all! and what did i say last time: hope i don't get her, if not econs sure sucks. so it teaches you a lesson, do not predict or even have the thought if not (most of the time) it comes true...don't you think so!?

anyway off to bedd!! sleeping time!!

pig outt!

2005-04-03T14:11:00.000+08:00

CJC*1T35

2005-04-02T10:03:00.000+08:00

school was fine today..went school at 9.10!! and gave some storyline and the security man just let me passes..just for show, i guess..got our classes and i'm in SD5..not too sure whether the ranking numbering system still works but anyhows, i know 4 of my classmates already:
short description for all:
michelle - she's totally crazy. noisy than me...so imagine!
rachel - oowhh..i met her in the toilet and we hit off like from ACJC to MAcRItchie
Tovia (ehh? not too sure bout the spelling)- this goes back way long ago like primary 1, i broke all her colour pencils back then and i can't remember whY!? i hope she doesn't remember it though...it will be really embarrassing if she does!
Dan...sth..- met him at Bio lect. cos he was just sitting in front of me. and his friend called mothernd..really cool name ehh!?

as you can see from the proportion of guys and girls you would more or less expect the sex-proportion in class 17girls : 9guys. well, hope this really unbalanced [but i'm glad it is] class turn out really well on monday and for the rest of the year.

but i will still miss Quoriem...

wacko funko baba huizhen who never fail to give me a miss high five; miss me out on any of her toilet trips [totally ons toilet people]; and completely puts a smile to my face anytime!!

my faa-muly yingling ling ling ling, with that jingle you never do winkle. hahaa..sparing me the extra balls of donuts!! it's really nice i tell you..and yeps i owe 3 of them to you!

my bimboos weiting and sylvia...oooo--yeah babies you rock!! their little hand gestures and terms like "ACJC damn KAO money one lehhhh" hahahh!! credit cardd!! anytime with them is just simply filled with endless laughter with them simply just being their kuku-self!!

some name going like avelyn..who just simply so sweet to buy me fbt's all the way down at queensway. cheena pro i tell you!!

not forgetting people like angela, pei han, SkII etc etc....

i'm gonna update soon on my new findings on hair products! goshh..i fell so cheated!!

2005-03-31T18:41:00.000+08:00

before i begin...i love you, chen weiyan!!!
yesterday was totally fantastic getting to finally meet up with you!! the past is a fraud, somethign that shouldn't even happen, but since it did..let's put it to our advantage and grow strongg!! now putting them aside, is like we are opening the book and writing a new chapter to our friendship!! whoooahhH! damn exciting..ehhh i'm missing bugis street and concourse and of course the yu-pian meefenn!! oooo..yummm!! my salivary glands are activatedd, shitt man!! anyways, you're booked k!?
sorry for the day ending so abruptly and such rush!! meet up soon yeahs!!

here's a song for us..can't smile without you - Barry manilow!

ONE OF OUR SONGS!!

You know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song

And brighten my day

Who would have believed that you were part of a dream

Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find

Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel glad when you're glad

I feel sad when you're sad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile without you

remember: no matter what happens sheetie is here and will always remain as chen weiyan's bestie for as long as we live!! *rmb ahh mah on swings?? i love youu!!

2005-03-31T17:57:00.000+08:00

caution: do not read if you are not feeling good.

it would only make you feel worst. bleahs!

just getting stuffs off my chest..the valuator of the house came this morning. guess i'm damn pissed with the events before that. first, i was hoping to get some well deserved rest finally but i was woken up by a loud piercing scream for me to get my butt out of bed at 8am --to pack my room. when i finally did, i took out the stack of papers lying at my bedside and sorted them out. inevitably, i was scolded again. when the table was cleared, the annoying person came in and demanded most of the things in my room (across, on, under) to be entirely cleared. ppl who have been to my room would know it's really just a lot of things, but is cause of the "a lot of things thats why i love my room..filled with so much memories." but just why can't she understand. is just evaluating the house doesn't mean the whole room/house must be cleared. i hate the feeling i got when i stepped out and saw that tabletops and the shelves were just bare-empty. it seems like we are already moving out and i hate the thought of it. forcing to sell the house even though the prices is god-damn low. what the hell. sighs, anyways..i argued with her and definately she got her way being the unreasonable high and mighty queen in the family. but its not over yet, she continued her ranting over and over..it seemed like she would just never end. worst still, she started saying how stuppid, i am to keep all this things. "room like gar-lang gu ni already, you think very nice is it..is damn messy you know. like you got some sickness like in the old people see anything also want to keep, keep keep keep, you think you are who? say what FRIEND is it..you always friend friendfriend friend go stay with your friend lah..get out of this house lah..move out lahh!! you and kor kor both one kind one..old already even worst..everything also i must say..all the TAY family all useless people, don't know how to think, look at daddy another one......all your genes all no use. only got all the bad things...stubborn lah..only know how to talk back..what else you all know how to do. think you so smart is it, move out lah..don't depend on me lah..let me tell you lah..in future you also won't go far..won't go far..think you so smart right..say some more lah!" and so it continues..if you can continue bearing this conversation please take over my place here. which mother will look down on their own children and give such a demoralising remark? even though it may be said on the fit of anger, but its really hurting?! if the next time i really do make it, see what you're gonna to say. and i will make it. i don't mind being poor, but as long the family is happy. shit man!! and when the evaluator came, it was just a short 20 mins about there and she left..so much for the mad rush the whole morning!
and finally, i got my much-deserved rest and peace in the afternoon after she left for work..i guess sleep is really the best remedy for any extreme anger!
*trying to catch up on AC's first 3 months..but i'm exhausted mentally. the notes are sooo thickk!! AHH!! save me!!

2005-03-27T12:58:00.000+08:00

just had a little talk with my mum..things has certainly changed over the past decade. her company isn't doing as well and she facing a lot of damn stuffs in the office.
she has some backup plan in mind
1. she's planning to sell away the house -- downgrade and move to somewhere more convenient.

2. she's planning to go over to England. -- bigger market there

3. and if she's going over, i will be after my A's to some university in Birmingham.

sighs. both entries have been kinda heavy eh?
on a lighter note, 2 and 3 might not even happen if things turn out well here!
till then, god bless my family.

sick. tired.

2005-03-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

i'm also sick and tired of some stuffs. sighs. why must things turn out to be like that?
can't you just tell me. i hate to know stuffs thru different sources.

i just hate it.

why can't we be sincere and true?
is this what we turn out to become.
how i wish things would not have evolved to this stage.

i miss you

but do you know that i'm missing you?
just thinking you're suffering, ain't fair to me.

i'm suffering too..

i came to a conclusion. the love and hate of time.
sighs. . . .i'm there. are you?

ACJC!!

2005-03-25T19:29:00.000+08:00

i'm posted to ACJC.

wednesday

when i first stepped into school, i actually didn't feel a least fear or uncertainty in me. the school compound is quite familiar to me from all the funfair and stuffs. we = me, jingping, ally, sheryl, sarah.yan and my new found crazy pal HUIZHEN! oh gosh..we are sure crazy mann! yeah, we headed up hall, assembly. the 'command-er' really scare the heck out of me!! i guess i can only describe ACJC as a school quite prim and proper. very ang-moh! all the welcome talks that shit..but when orientation oficially started!! guess what i'm in the same OG as HUIZHEN!! same house as jingping too! kk..let me explain..is like SINGAPOREANS (all 2nd intakers) are split into different races (houses) then within races is divided into sub races(OG) *aherrms* yeps.first look at my OG...sighs..sucks! but this turn better after day 1. played games, cheered and dance. damn fun!! the girls rockedd!! *why all orientation the girls rocked??* yeah..thats day 1! after that we went to beauty world to buy the AC uniform. cheaper there. AC is like super 'branded' school everything so expensivee!!

thursday

talks talks and more talks for the start of the day. when we got into our OG it was game time. we rolled on the field. got all drenched. got gluey. just one word. DIRTY! and the worst thign is that is the time of the month!! damn strawberry jam on bread. anyways, the guys in our OG were the more gu-niangs, cowards. they ranaway when we had forfeits!! how bad is that. but it was a damn funn day! zhen and i got really crazy..our little stuffs and tongue twisters!! hahaH! of cos not forgettign we did our subject registration..MATHS, CHEM, ECONS, BIO! and i found one person in OG taking and also EDWINA!! whoooO! the day ended quite late..and all of us were damn tired. drained.

but i still went for winny's party. Goodwood..it was really grand and beautiful..but for that the price was also whoahhh! bwong and i gave her this photobook with all our little works in it..comparatively with all the gifts she received it was nothing. but is the thought that counts. after that dinner, i guess i came to a conclusion was that i will never be able to fit in to SAS and the really highh class world. is so different from the singaporean way we do things. maybe the financially wise is already world's apart.

well, reached home around 12. of course i'm walking into a lion's cave. sighs.

friday

sick. tired. pissed. stuck at home.

PIG OUT!

drama maMAA!

2005-03-21T15:32:00.000+08:00

i don't think the beep thing works here eh!? who started it anyway?? *wonderrrss*

i guess life is like a drama, with different climaxes here and there.
well, some of you might know bout the "MAID DRAMA" an update: the police is detaining her further cos they have doubts in her statements! i think she digging her own pittfall...deeper and deeper and deeper. Home now is never the same, everyone at home is trying to split the house chores. i guess it might be a blessing in disguise for our family to actually get together. and of course i do work toO!! i just finished vaccuming, wiping and washing the clothes!! ain't you proud of me!? whether i'm getting a new maid thats QI CI...now i just hope that everyone remains like this. NO quarrels. NO shoutings. NO... .... . ..

the smss gathering didn't turn out fantastically successful but i'm glad it happen. it showed me how much i treasure those little moments WE all had together. i miss YAN! i miss 4/6! i miss ITY! i miss vank!! i miss so many of you guys!!

JC? i guess i'm already awaiting the results tmr..AC/ CJ thats fate i guess. i should just face it like how i faced going into CJC the other time. see sheeni, it turned out alright, didn't it? i will definately miss 1T35! =)

2005-03-08T00:42:00.000+08:00

i'm damn tired now..yawnns!! i wanna go sleep but damn GP project. Euthanasia!! Sighss!! is liek the last week for me, but i'm still getting involved in class work..i'm really damn guai! *forget bout what happen on thursday!! what crapp sway dayy!* I guess is the responsibility that i'm lugging on my back..i can't see why ppl dun wanna enjoy their last week in school with school mates i've grown to treaure. SIGHs..time serious passes fast. I still dislike some people in class. and some true colours of people are slowly showing. Attitude shit, i guess sometimes my class gets really rude and they don't know their limits.

I don't even know whether i made the right choice in JC. honestly, i don't wanna go crawling back to CJ and appealing for my case to get back there like the many cases last year! dignity!! and what choices in combination i should take. BIOLOGY or PHYSICS!! help!

Finally, i managed to meet up with jias today. OUR little mondays ehh!! though short. but i'm glad! hope you are!! and u like that little thing!! bubbles and starss!! and dun worry the star is not that sharp to be able to burst the little bubble theree!! hee!!

2005-03-05T17:35:00.000+08:00

it has been a roller coaster week for many of us!! well, for me it was a 4x 360 degree kinda ride...whooo!! results day was like a day i would definately remember..still trying to remember the year before i receive chinese 'Os' omg..the stress level for one was like eating estasy or sth..everyone was just mad..crying even before receiving the piece of paper. screaming and going hysterical after receiving it.OMG! come to think about it, it was real stupid. well, i made the same stupid mistake this year!! imagine just one subj vs 31 MAR 2004 8 subj!! omg..i can faint again!! this years churn in the stomach, a mind booogling shit what if i don't do well what if i fail english blahh blahh!! that feeling was sucky! morre the teachers will walk and look at you..they know. but they wont say. and TAY was like at the back. i saw all the faces and that feeling was worst than anything in the world. when i was my turn..i received my results from ANTHONYY!! it was really freakkkyY!! his jokeeyy eyes kinda look..like guess what...he gave me that cynical smile of his and held his hands out saying " congratulations sheeni" i shook his hands and refused to take the results for a moment..too many thoughts were running thru my head..the feeling was unexplainable..just bad! then he just gave it to me..when i saw english 3 thats when i went crazyY!! i was hugging yan and crying..i felt like a pathetic fool! aiyooo!! i couldnt count, i couldnt move my fingers i couldnt breathe!! ahhhhh...thanks to yan and others if not i wouldnt even know how i faired. after that i just lost myself, seriously.

"thank you lord!!" i still can't thank you enough for what u have given to me.

just one word at the end of the day.. hysterical!

and..mrs lee, i kept my promise. and the sec4s did you proud! =)
i miss you.

now, i guess i'm heading to ACJC. hope thats where God wants me to go.

2005-02-27T15:38:00.000+08:00

have i lost something?

i guess i did.

why?

why?

take for granted.
take that good things last forever.

sighs.

sighsss!

2005-02-27T13:04:00.000+08:00

i'm so not looking forward of getting my results.

i got a terrible feeling that i'm so gonna fail english!! and that 'd be the end of the world.
i got a horrible feeling i'm just not going to do well....sighs!

i feel cursed!

if i do well, "study lor"
if i don't do well, i'll die under slanderous words. lets just see how long it will last this time..

2005-02-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

what's done is done.
no one can change it.
but...
the future lies in those who believes in GOD and themselves!

sheeni tay believes...do you?

shaarroooN!!

2005-02-02T01:41:00.000+08:00

I'M AT SHARON'S PLACE! i love sharronn!! hhahahah!!

i miss YOU!!

2005-01-13T17:38:00.000+08:00

I MISS ST. MARGARET'S TO THE COREE!!

4e66!!

ITY family!!

Prefects!!

Friend Friends!

not HIGHer Chinese -- ESP. feliciaa huang!! *winks*

CHoir (i wonder whY!!?)

EVERYONE I KNOWW!!

I just wanna say i miss you!

(editted)

heyy!! i really did edit last time..but i guess forget to save the changes so here it goess!! anyway i would like to have a shout out to all ITy-iers out there!! thanks for yesterday!! i miss those little itsy stuff we share!! thanks guys!! i love ya!!

new life. new everything!

2005-01-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

ookk..seems so weird not updating after so many things have happened!! okk..let me begin as you all know i'm in CJC!! the school split us all up into index groups..temporary grps before we knew our classes?! yea..so i was in this oh-so cool group with 7 girls and 16 guys!! fantastic eh!? but nothing to look forward too! the guys were okk loking..fine!! u know i'm lying but a few la plus the og leader was kinda cute la..but not interested! THANK YOU VERY MUCH! only person i knew dalun, which i knew since primary school so not really counted. but first i talk to was this kenneth from maris stella. into graphic design kinda cool!! first day was plain boring i tell you! talks. school tour. and the leaders sucked la!! he was tlaking to the sky to the ground to the left to the right but just not to us! we had NO games or mass introduction! we actually had to know people ourselvess!! THE GIRLS ROCKED!! TOTALLY!! seven of us got bonded kinda quickly (me, jacinth, karen, janice, angie and vanessa! such sweeet darlingss!!) hmm, the 16 guys!! SIGHS they are like so wood block! so anti!! all one worded answerss! but the best thing on first day was the mass dance!! my partner: dalun. i admit not a bad dancer! actually quite good!! but i'm glaad i got him even though he makes me loook really clumsy! and giving that stupid face esp at the shake part!! URGHH! anyway yeah..second day was much better!! guys were more 'friendly' i suppose!
unfortunately, we were splited again!! to our classes (1t35)!! now not any of the grp members are in same class as me! but same goes, the class was quick to know each other and the ball started rolling down!! now 8 guys 15 girlss! combi: MATHS ECONS CHEM. my form tcher!? a chinese called mdm wee!! but she was really funny!! somethign like SMSS miss wee?! she was talking and talking away and we the class, were writign this form! thhen she say you mei you ting dao..all just nod and mmmm!! and we just mmm all the way!! so i really wonder whether news got into our heads!! well, the class have a whole bunch of wacky people!! can see rebels-in-making?! hope we'll be able to have fun and bond tmr dragon boating and playing amazing race!! hmm..turn off: SWIMSUIT!! but with clothings over!! yea..so dun think too much!! but i'll have fun!!

PISS beyond imagination

2004-12-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

firstly. i'm really damn piss. so i'm sorry if u have msged me online and i don't reply! im seriously boiling! why!?
THANKS TO MY OH-SOO LOVELY MOTHER!!! shit ass! i hate her! i know i can't hate someone who brought me to this earth, raised me, fed me! but who does he think she is? QUEEN!? oh face up to reality man! ordering people here there is enuff to deal with! still must take away the little human rights that people have to choose what they want and don't want! HELLO! just becos u want your way, everyone has to put up with your nonsense?! shutup man! must be wondering why, i'm just releasing all here and not directly at her eh!? why dun any one of u try to go rebutt her! slap across the face, or even the what i raised you shit ass thing from her bloody filthy mouth of hers! ironic that she says she picked me up fromt he rubbish bins eh? how i hope man! just a min off her is peacee! sitting down at the comp and not wanting to her her long nails 'caress' ur face! and her forcefully pushing ur head from side to head? words are never said, they're screamed; shoutedd; hissed. heelloo, people ahve sensitive areas. moving by reflexes are not control by will so what the hell, u keep sweeping the stupid gel shit thing across there who wouldn't twitch!? maybe you! cos too much ______what eh!? I'm breathing! so dun come to me right now!

work no.2

2004-12-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

Been at work from monday to friday. yes straight five days!! and surprisingly i'm not as tired as i was when i was with m1!! hmm..i guess is a total different experience. The people there are GREAAT! The work we do..kinda COOL! the 3 of us..MADNESS, LAUGHTER, FUN!!

Scope of job:
MOnday to Thursday -
we called applicants from their oldd database and ask whether they would like to send an updated CV. back to us! hmm..guess what!! most of them have the qualifications: bachelor, PhD, Masters, the list goes on. from all the renowned Universities! we were like wow-ing away man!! some earnss like shitt la!! so jealous!! jobs positions: Managing Director, HR director, Managers, Heads! welcome to the real world manN! but we had loads of fun calling them..esp with the 3 of us sitting together!! one end u can hear the AHMA talking sooo loudly!! then ping and i laughing away at some picturess!! hahahhaahhhhh! oh my!! the worst combinationn ever! everyday we'll have one big joke. Thats like our motivation for each other i guess?
*Every morning we'll have EMm's morning trumpet!! aiyooO!

Friday: i think it was kinda a SWAAY beyond sway day!
first was the results: For another time i did not get into SAJC! at first i was a little angry!! if the school would have just moderated one!! that ONE!! 18 to 15, why not 16 to 15!? forget bout that! rush down to SA then back to work. URGH! is a day rushing around. but i got my damn thing right after that! got caught in the damn rain nearly tripped? CHARLES AND KEITH has shit soles! they should have like non-slip shoes? urgh!! later in the night, was super maluuated that like i purposely didn't pay pay the restaurant the full amount. SORRY for seeing the wrong amount! Don't have to come to us like we stole something right?
but well, something good happened too. I sort of settle into the fact that i was going to THERE with no one with me. for 3 months, if i dont like it then i'm skipping school. then jiass made me proud with her results. well, is not like perfect but i'm glad. had a great night out. had a great dinner. had great laughs. had friends with me just at the right time. thank you all out there!

SHEENI LOVES YOU!

job's over. new one coming up.

2004-12-11T13:54:00.000+08:00

REJOICEE!! about? my job as an m1 telephone person is over.
what we do there:
0. play bingo and make sure their no. do not fall on the "do not call list" (oh my!! i hate it)
1. phone customers and enquire if the have received a free Mcard with $5 in it (from m1 this festive season)
2. encourage them to activate the card and use the card
3. encourage them to topup and continue using the card

first day (WEDNESDAY):
it was kinda exciting doing something liek this for the very first time. the experience inside this office was like whooa quite cool. they had this free shuttle bus that me and beebs thought we missed (scare the hell out of us man) stepping inside was like wah i feel so mature? and working at some quite well known company. then they had this coffee counter where they have choices like cappuchino. latte (yummm!) milk. coffee. and some other stuff. finally stepped into the real office. WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD MAN! phones ringing. people typing away in their little cubicles. all the funny little pictures and figurines on their table tops. we got brief and started work. FIRST call i made..heart racing! but everything went well! sway to the core i was sitting opposite the 'boss' of this department!! bleahss! lunch was great. well, at least for me. kinda got a little boring at the end so me and bwong got to the pantry and had our little snack ooreeoss!! well, bev made this AMAZING discovery: we earn like 11cents for a min. so which means if we just sit ard and do nothing for 5 mins we earn 55cents!! ahhaha!! job there was actually quite relaxing we get to go toilet or get a drink or rest or slack anytime we want. but using our big brains try not let anyone see la! then the day ended with a LONg debried session. hai..the two other guys we worked with were like aiyoo..sad case man!
night: my brother's finally home!! had his party at chinablack. well, i went without being checkedd! thanks mers for the wonderful night! music was good. kinda high. and wah! except for the harrassing we gotten. guys are jerks man!

2nd day (THURSDAY):
it was actually others third day. cos got my primary school class chalet!! whoaaa..fantastic compared to any other class gathering we had!! well, we get back to that. i was superrr tiredd!! didn't sleep the whole night over at sentosa. furthermore had a late night out at brother's party! whoa. went there like a zombie man! i as like dozing off. the small little wordings and the page filled with numbers was just enough to turn you off. that day was like 10 days!! washing my face didnt work. i slack a lot. shhh..but i managed to call quite a number. so i still did my job. went home slept from 8 to the next morning 8.20!! the two other guys and this other girl called geraldine were actually damn nice people to talk to. so we actually got to know each other better. so never judge a book by its cover!!

3rd day (FRIDAY):
woke up at 8.20 right!! shit man!! latee! took a cab down! bloody heck is so expensive man! had to work two hours just to pay for my lunch and transport that day man!! well, looking on the bright side it was my last day!! that job was soon to be over. FINALLY! bwong and i were like just smiling away. plus someone sit at the corner. slack like shit! hmph!! but the last day passed quite so much faster!! final day. final debrief (bwong!! 80% 80%! hahah!) whoa. none of us actually wanted to continue work man!! went for winny's school concert with min, bwong, eu, and aherrm. thanks to that i'm back to my chrismassy moood!! and they played my fav classical!! CANON! soo touchedd! it would have moved me to tears if not for disturbance from two playful sitting ard mee!! urgHH! supper after that and then homeee!! fantastic day!!

bwong: thanks for accepting the job offer man!! i can never imagine if anyone else was the with me. i would have bored to death without you! thanks girl. and i really mean it.
**i'll rmb your get married joke for life man!! so hilarious la! and the times we walked abt to each others desk or even hide in the pantry! love ya dearr!

conclusion: i'm never gonna stand taking up a desk job. is too boring for me. i need more ehh..exciting and ever changing job?

ugly undiess!

2004-12-11T05:50:00.000+08:00

kk..the story goess..
christine and i went for this superb band concert at victoria concert hall (singapore youth orchestra). i thought i wouldn't have bear through it..but i surprising did! the melodious music kept me awake and of course there was this cuute guy playing the viola chris and i were drooling about!! =) after it was over..we went for a late night stroll down singapore river. catching up on old timess!! i'm surely gonna miss chris!! thanks for that night yeahh!!
then now comes the storyy!! we boarded the train back home..then at the next station i think it was orchard there. this couple came in!! nothing surprising of couples coming in out..but this was different!! we were sitting at the 'seats just for two' then the 'girl' had her back stuck onto the glass panel beside chris!! then her boyfriend was like getting close..i wont get into that details i'm sure u know what i mean! then the girl bend a little lower and hell she was wearing a low hipster pants and a shirt quite tight la! and when she bent down!! FALAA! EXPOSED TO THE COREE!! and the funniest thing was that she was wearing those high waist old ahh ma panty!! just imagine..looking quite presentable on the outside and suddenly u see some thing!! u just wanna pukeee! we were like trying to control our laughter but sorry la couldn't for nutss..not to be mean but it was really hilarious!!!
solution to the problem: we took the programme brochures of the concert and stuck it onto the window corner to cover the hideous scene!! ewww!! apparently some guy standing opposite us (at the link to the next carriage) started laughing too!! cos he understood what we were doing!! hahahahhh! i think we made it too obvious but i'm sure u won't want to see this ahh ma sorella brand panty high up and smacked right in front of your eyes!! and heello we were eating our bread!! eyesore. appetite turner.we even had to open the book to have a larger surface areaa!! hahahh! at least we saved her some face..can u imagine the whole world see it..the woman's pride is gonnee!! so people pls be really careful on what undies u wear!! if wanna show make sure is something that wouldn't make you embarrassed about!!
FInally she left the mrt!! with her bf hooking his arms across the waist..so maybe he felt the 'sexy' undies too! hahah! back to this teenager. he changed his position to this pole nearer chris side. supporting his body with the pole. then he kept pulling down his shirt. guess what!! he was afraid he was another victim of our little joke!! hahahh! but oo bad! ugly boxers by the way!! hahahh!

what a night!

whoOO! sheeni's back in da houseee!

2004-12-05T07:30:00.000+08:00

i'mmm backKK!
it as been a long while since i updated eh!? O's are over..even prom's over! whoo! this is sure gonna me a looonnggg entry so bear with mee! i'm glaad that the blogspot didnt shut down my account cos i haven't signed in for a really long time..not like the highly acclaimedd hotmail and friendster! WAHLAOo! how can they shut down my acct..kk la..more likely freeze it for a bit! yeah..tiem really flies..been partying alot..going out! shopping..staying out late..gaining weight (well, at least it think!) kinda feel a lil drained right now, so just going to be lazing ard at home!! kinda missed that feeling. just wanna spend a lil time with just myself. if u understand what i mean? i'm home alone right now..minusing the fact my maid is home! brother's in bangkok for some waterpolo -trip..last i heard was that they beat philippines 7-5! coool eh!? so proud of that little warrior!! let me get back to that a little bit..i had this really horrible terrible nightmare the other day (when he was flying off.) that my brother and i when to war. and the scene was set in some lotr chamber or sth! we were on this bicycle (like wth rights?) preparing to face the enemy! i know is really stupid and super childish but hey! it was so so so damn real! yeah..back to it..we were on the frontline and before the huge metal gates were open, my brother on the backseat said this "don't look back, just ride straight! we're gonna win this and go home safely!" so the gates slowly opened and i just cycled with all my might! and u noe who the enemies were, those monster looking thing we see in lotr! yes, exactly like thatt! wahH! freakY!! i did what i was told just ridee!! and i think i took to wrong route or sth where i accidently killed the chief or sth. then suddenly everybody came dashing towards us with those axes, arrows and swords! i continue riding away. faster. and faster. and faster. till we outran them. then when we stopped at some long road. (can u see the controversy? olden times, modern times?) and mr chua! and if u didn't know. i'm afraid of him k!? don't ask why. i just am! yeah..he came out to me and saidd where's my brother! well, yes. he was left behind at the scene of war! and yes, perished with the unsightly image of being tored apart! scary, isn't it? i mean do u ever have those kind of feeling that when u're in this dream and u tell urself it is a dream but it feels so fresh and realistic? i woke up. lost in bed and went to my brother's room and he wasn't there!! (of course, he was out la! choyy!!)
back to this joke. my mum scream at my stupidity of crying over a dream. "kor going away today come say this type of things..yada yada yada!" who would have ever thought she was more affected than me.. she called my brother almost every hour to check whether he was ok and kept asking him to cross the roads safely all that shit. and after at the airport guess what!? being the uptight mum she is. she got a buddha pendant for my brother to bring to thailand! well, she didn't know my dream was in lotr and not what she thinks in thailand!! hahahahH!
what a day! (correction *night)

i really have a lot to blog but i shan't squeeze it all into one entry! for the next i'll blog abt this hilarious incident abt chris and i meeting this lady with ugly undiesss!! urgHH! eye soreee

oooh..happy dayY!

2004-10-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

kk..this is gonna be a short and sweeet entryYY!! hoorrayyss!! i've got a haircut!! not very much different but just shorter and COOLLLLEEERR!! feeel the breeeze manNN! aand another thing to rejoice about i've got the secong scv box and there...FAALAA!! i've got all the channels there including HBO, cinemax and cartoon networkK!! whoOO! iwanna be a kid again!! but this is happening at such a wrong timeee!! i'll still studdiI!! back to boooks!
**i love my brotherr!! three cheers for him maN!!

i wanted to make this a really happy entry so i'm try to forget the time i have to go back to school for english!! *groannss* at least i can see my frieeenddss!! =)

I'mgonna miss everyone!

2004-10-13T16:56:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be a quick entry cos i'm suppose to be in bed now! the ceremony that we hate to face is gonna be tmr! prepare your tissuess! can'timagine how much our lives would change!!but what we know is that we will always remain as onee! i loveyou guys so muchh! thank you for coming into my life! i cant stop thanking God for that! EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU OUT THEREE!! i'm really gonna miss you! here's a song for you:

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me, you're everywhereI'll always care
I'll make a wish for youAnd hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe, You just believe
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
(i'll always rmb YOU!)

edditted.

my dream: to DREAM of my dream! (QUICKLY)

2004-10-04T11:44:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging since the prelims, now thats quite a long time. All the results are back. whether it is fantastic, satisfactory or disappointing. I REALLY DON'T KNOW?! counting from my mids i improved trememdously slashed it by half! but with now this score can i choose where i really want to go!? urgHH! is frustrating not knowing where u want to go. where u want this path to take you. everyone says is god's will..i believe in that! but i need a sign badly! to make up my mind to do so many things! who i want to be. chris nicks previously "where you want to go depends on what you know. but what you know will bring u to where you want to go" i think is something like that!! now the choice AC/SA. way lot of influences but is this where i really want to belong? where i want to go? i really don't knoww!! i feel like a lost sheep in the vast pastures! maahh! heeelpP!
*AC/SA open house on the 23rd October!

loving. MADNESS. past.

2004-09-21T10:32:00.000+08:00

I LOVE FRIEND-FRIENDs! I LOVE CLAU! I LOVE JIAYU! I LOVE WHATEVA!
can't wait for tomorrow's paper to be overr!! kboxing babY!! i must loooove AMATHS! conquerr it!!
i would just like to say that today has been a really emotional rollercoaster for some of us! hmm..for a moment we were laughing the next we were crying then back to laughing again! WE'RE MAD!! we have the right to be! IT'S A FREE WORLD MAN! Anyway it isnt fair to label anyone mad just because he/she is not doing what normal people are doing!! A sane man can be regarded as insane for submerging himself to the world of himself! But what's wrong with that! is just that we're just sometimes to narrow minded to think they are also perfectly normal people just doing things the way they like (not like what everyone else is doing) we ought admire them for the guts to be just who they are!! not like most people nowadays! DENIAL..blindly following steps taken by others, worried who they're being viewed!? Get the drivee? BE YOURSELF MAN! *i have no idea what i'm saying so if i make sense to you! GREAT! if not just ignore me.*

I reminded of the past today! Lots of them..flooding back! overflowing! REmember the promise everyone gave after Mrs Lee past away? Are we keeping it? Working to our best? or we cleanly forgotten about it? Are we going to get results we can proudly say i have given my all?! or we going to cry at the end of the day and lament that we could done better? FOr ourselves, for her, for the schooL? Just like to end here with a thought, "We can't change whatever that has been done, it's the past. What we can, is the future, but are we?"

i'm happy and i'm pisssssedd!

2004-09-19T14:37:00.000+08:00

heeehhhhaah! whooOO!! 3 cheeerrss for sheeni! hip hip hooraay!! i'm such a geniusss! look at the picture at the top right hand corner!! i figured out myselff k?! so smart rights! even though i took quite a while but i still did it!! whoooohOOO! cut and paste from post to setting..change words!! whoOO! i feeel so achieveeedd today..not really a computer idiot after alL!! =)

off to bed!! i'm soo irritated with my mother!! First she says don't be stressed out all that shitt and go relax blah blah!! and when i asked whether i coud go for blue's concert!! she blasted at meee?! "waste moneey..u got ur 'o' level this year..and ending with a LEH!!" i think to relax tooo!!? heellooo! first u said i was tooo into my work now i wannt go out play u say (well scream noo!?) forget it man!! i'm not going to ask anymore..i'm just going to do what i want to do!! now what!? u're bothering with me with your 'cleean and clear tipss'! JUST STOP IT!! routinee is killing mee! is that what u can say to mee only? can you blooodyy heck put in normal talking way and not scream every word!! u just make the whole house seem to be in war everyday!! "BANG BANG" Either the maid is your victim of assalt if not u'll be shooting at us next!! i need peacee at homee! "it is my 'o' level this year LEHH!!' PISSS OFF BIG TIMEE MAN!!!

jian chi dao di

2004-09-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

guess what!? i totally forgot aout chinese in my previous entry! this shows how much i'm NOT prepared for it at all today!! WORST..the paper has 10 10 which means DEATH for all!and more the rooom for like a storage for meat of what!? FREEZING TO DEATH!! more likely the brain frozee and the hands are hard liek don't know whaTT!? i kinda feeel sorry like we've let wang li down yet again!? she has always been so understanding..nv pushing us anything..yet we take it for GRANTED? especiallyy mee?! whYY!! i want to work hard for my chineseee and do weell..but is like soo impossible..to even get a a2 is like a miraclee!? i think out of the 15 only 1 confirm can get?! I TOTALLY LOST MY TOUCH FOR CHiNESEEE!! whyYY! for every sentence i write i have to flip the dictionary at least oncee!! even the simpliest words!!
LAO SHI WO DUI BU QI NI!
really..jian chi daoo di! to fail we comee! not even c5!

2004-09-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

our higher chinesee class!! and our LAO SHI!!

4Ds - Discman, Determination, 'Du shu', and DOO ITT!!!

2004-09-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

hmm...just came in (one day beforeee physss?) what?...to see bev's tagG!! cheeyyY! hahahh! PRELIMS are going to end..just left with...Tomorrow - Physics and next weekkk AMATHSS!! ahhH!! (AMATHS SUCKSSS) looking at the brighter side can relax a bit after it..but when results are baccckk!? DIEEE!? looking forward to WEDNESDAY!!! chillll outt manNN!

hElpP!P!

2004-09-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

i seriously need help to know how to use this blogger thing..why does everything seem so complicated!!! one big problem!! just got this to tag 4/6 blog now soo MAFAN!!
1. is the one above...
2. i cant remember my own sign in namee!! 5 o 3p 2s (so ppl help me do rmb if i really do forgetT!! urgh!!)
3is this the right way to post!! it seems really odd!!

testingg!

2004-09-05T19:55:00.000+08:00

helLOOowO!O! this my first entryY!! yayyyss!!
testinggg....1...2...3
can anyone out thereee hearr meee?!
well see thiss?!